I miss the times when I was little and sick and my mommy would hold me and love me and tell me everything would be alright. We would make cookies and she could play my favourite movie and read me stories and could sing me to sleep. I remember I would tell her to audition for American Idol because I thought she had the best voice in the world. My dad was always funny and would give me piggy back rides and buy me stuffed animals and everything was perfect. The cookies were soft, the hugs were warm, the bed was the worst place to be. I miss being a kid.
I’d probably be crying if I didn’t have to look nice and be around people
Plans are shot
Everyone hates me
I have another show
I’m down to 98 followers
I’m just really lonely
I think I’m gonna go cry now
I don’t want to go to school
It’s my birthday this weekend. I haven’t done anything with 15 years of life.
One of the only things I asked for was the Homestuck calendar and my mom said she didn’t order it. It’s the only thing I asked for from my parents. It’s the one thing I wanted.
so i’m spending my 15th birthday with a bunch of people i barely know at my school while they rehearse a play i’m not important to woop woop happy birthday to me
I’m really tired and lonely and I hate saying something that only I get and looking stupid and worrying about it later and I’m tired of having to do things all alone and I’m so annoyed with my sister and how her friends are always coming over and how I never have plans and I feel so left out and I felt like I was doing well.. Slowly gettin better. I guess not. You know, the act is funny until it fails. Then it crushes you that much harder.
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But that’s taking away my freedom and ways of communicating with people. It makes me lonelier than usual. I’m tired of crying. And having people not texting me back. I’m tired of having no filter and not thinking before I speak. I’m tired of being tired and not being good enough for my parents. And I’m just really fucking lonely and I don’t think anyone really gets it. That sounds cliche and shit but it’s true. I can never have a full conversation with anyone because they just don’t fucking reply and no one lives near me and I don’t have any money to do anything and no one even fucking likes me or even cares! It just doesn’t matter. And it f u c k i n g blows.
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if you see this and want me to not kill all the things, i’ll be on my fandom blog
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